I'd still think, often, why, why, and why...
I never forced you to make that sorta commitment. Those words were your very own.
And I thought of you so highly, surely I thought that you're not the kind to say such sweet things without knowing that there surely be some sorta consequences and obligations that goes along with them...
Have you ever thought about what would a guy think and feel when someone, like you, tell him these:
"Please marry me someday, hun."
"...not to give up on me. Especially you, darling. Especially you."
Have you?